Wednesday, December 2, 2009

real reality-type stuff #2

nobody has ever thrown me a surprise party.
and believe me i've always wanted one, but it's not the kinda thing you ask for.
you kinda just have to wait for someone to do it for you and hope in anticipation that this is the lucky year.
each year i try to hint to people that i want one, but it seems to never work.
even then, though, i'm always anticipating it so it won't ever be a surprise.
i feel like even if i'm thrown a surprise party, the surprise element will be absent.
surprise parties and me are just not meant to be.
maybe there are people in life who are surprise party-prone and some who never had surprise parties written for them in their life-book. (because that's something people have?)

i'm in quite a dilemma, right?
not really. who cares.

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